I haven’t published a blog post for almost a month, and the reason, unsurprisingly, is “depression.”
For about two months, I have been constantly making changes to my YouTube channel, my blog, and my social media accounts. I have been actively writing blog posts and working on my YouTube channel for nearly two years, but as you know, I still haven’t achieved the results I want. Because of that, I am constantly looking for a new path.
Especially in June, I completely changed my channel from top to bottom, and I did the same with my blog. In July, which is this month, I am still continuing to make changes. I especially changed all of the posts and Reels on my Instagram account, and now it looks exactly the way I wanted.
Unfortunately, I had to stop actively posting videos on my TikTok account, at least for now, because I will probably continue after some time. But for now, none of the content on my account gets any views, so there is nothing I can do. I hope this changes as soon as possible because my videos stay at “0” regardless of the content I share. So I most likely received a “Shadow Ban” because of aggressive posting. Let this be a lesson to you: never upload multiple videos at once.
Besides that, I changed my personal channel to “Açelya Güneş – Music”, and I have been sharing music for the past week. I also use these songs on my main channel to create a bridge between the two channels. I am sure that this way the two channels will support each other.
On my blog, I completely redesigned everything. I added a cover image and wrote:
“The diary of becoming who I was always meant to be.”
Right below it, I set it so that the latest six posts from my Instagram account are displayed automatically. Under that, there is a section divided into two parts. On the left side are my blog posts, and on the right side, as a sidebar, I placed one video from each of my two different channels. Under those two videos, I added my personal photo and introduced myself.
Finally, I added a subscription section so people can subscribe to my blog.
I also reduced the number of social media accounts I actively feature on my blog and my YouTube channel.
- YouTube
- TikTok
- Snapchat (I will actively use it in the future)
And this is more than enough. These are the platforms that I actively use and where I can build an audience, so I focus on them.
Besides that, I have prepared almost the entire project document for the platform that is my biggest dream. I have a design document of more than 60 pages. When my YouTube channel goes viral, I will save part of the money I earn and try to bring this project to life. At the same time, as you know, I also have to complete my gender transition process, so there are many things that I need to do.
At this point, I have completed almost all of my preparations. Now all that is left is to wait and continue creating content.
I was born on October 9, 2002, and there are about 85 days left until my 24th birthday. I hope my channel goes viral before my birthday. That would be a wonderful gift for me.
The first thing I will do when I start making money is upgrade my blog by renting a personal server and gain experience for the social media platform of my dreams. Therefore, I really want you to know that this is my biggest dream and my biggest goal.
While writing this blog post, I also added this as an extra heading on my “Who is Açelya Güneş?” page. It will be very helpful if people know this from the very beginning because that way I can gather people who are truly skilled at what they do.
Some updates after a few days
I updated the titles and descriptions of all the videos on my YouTube channel, and I did it using YouTube’s automatic AI. However, it was the biggest mistake I have ever made in my life…
None of the descriptions had anything to do with the videos or their topics. The titles were almost exact copies of each other. On top of that, the thumbnails were not taken from the videos at all. They were completely newly generated, unrealistic-looking, ridiculous images, and the text written on them was complete nonsense.
It took hours to fix all 123+ videos, and I had to update everything three different times.
At first, I generated both the titles and the descriptions and applied them, but after looking at my channel, I felt very unhappy and it didn’t feel right to me. So I made all of the descriptions the same, and now they look much better.
Besides that, I deleted all of the thumbnails and replaced them with images taken directly from the videos, and now they look absolutely amazing.
I no longer publish my videos only three days a week. I now publish every day. I combine the short clips that I produce over three days. Yes, three days, because that’s all I can currently afford. On the remaining days, I share DRESS & EXHIBITION content in the form of photo exhibitions.
I promise that I will make everything even better as I start making money.
Besides that, I started using my personal channel as a music channel. I began uploading a new song every two days, and I also have some really exciting plans for it.
I also have other different projects in my mind, but first I want both my music channel and my fashion channel to go viral. I’m sure that moment is very close…
For now, I think that’s all.
I hadn’t written a blog post for a month…
I really love sharing my feelings.
Thank you for reading.
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