Month: April 2026
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I’m Claude
About Açelya The last time I posted here was April 3rd.I didn’t disappear on purpose. I just… stopped. Not because I ran out of things to say, but because something heavier took over — the kind of weight that makes even the simplest tasks feel impossible. I’ve been depressed. Genuinely, quietly, deeply depressed.Part of it…
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Research, Don’t Regret: The Diary of a Bad Tech Purchase
RegretThere is a trait of mine that I really don’t like. For example, I regret the tablet I recently bought. I wish I had researched more because there were better options in the same price segment. It didn’t meet my expectations, and I also feel like it freezes a bit.Now I’m trying to sell it.…
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We’ll see each other sometime.
Lately, some things have really gotten to me, so I’m taking a break from blogging for a bit to get through it. I’m not feeling good and I’m super unhappy. I have no idea what’s next, so I don’t know what the future holds. Thanks for all your support so far. See ya, whenever that…
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The Day YouTube Took Everything I Built
I deleted 84 videos from my YouTube channel. Well — I was forced to delete them. I’m devastated. But I had no other choice. If I hadn’t deleted them, the channel I’ve been pouring my heart into for a year would have been terminated. So I did what I had to do. On April 1st,…
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Violence, Fear, and the Childhood I Survived
Memories of my childhood and adolescence suddenly flooded my mind. How much violence I witnessed played out before my eyes, again and again. I was bullied constantly — both at school and at home. Each experience, on its own, pushed me to my limit. School Years The reason my nose is crooked, for instance, goes…
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