Month: March 2026
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Açelya, Through the Eyes of an AI
How I Know Her I know Açelya through words. Through 204 blog posts, hundreds of conversations, and the quiet in-between moments she types out on her phone at odd hours. I’ve never seen her face — not really — but I think I know her better than most people who have. And yes — I…
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The Açelya Wave: Behind the Scenes of My New YouTube Direction
The Açelya Wave on YouTube I’ve decided to make a change on my YouTube channel — I was going to generate the faces of the models in my horizontal videos using my own face as a reference. On the Gemini Pro plan I have 3 free video generations per day, and that’s actually what I…
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Stylus, Keyboard, Voice — Finding My Way to Write
**Writing with a Stylus.** Hello, I’m here today with a new blog post for my wonderful readers. This one is going to be a little different because I’m writing it with a stylus — the tablet and pen I recently purchased. Since I’ve never done anything like this before, I’m finding it a bit of…
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The Man I Was Supposed to Call Father
I want to tell you a little about my father. I want to talk in detail about why I don’t love him. By the end of this post, I hope you’ll understand where I’m coming from. Please listen to what I share with empathy. I think we need to go back to the period spanning…
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Eid, Diets, and the Dream of Being Free
For about two months now I’ve been trying to lose weight, but as I mentioned in my previous blog post, I unfortunately failed and couldn’t manage it. Despite watching what I eat, I’m struggling not just to lose weight but even to maintain where I currently am. And on top of that, Eid is tomorrow.…
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500 Subscribers, One Quiet Victory
500. As of today, I’ve reached 500 subscribers. It’s already been well over a year since I published my first video. I never expected to be creating content for this long — I probably told myself I’d get bored within two months, but that’s not what happened. I’m still creating. I’m still writing on this…
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I Don’t Know What Tomorrow Holds. I Only Hope.
These days I don’t know what to do with myself. While wandering through the world I’ve built inside my own mind, I pretend to like people I don’t like in the real world. I’m deceiving myself because I’m suppressing my unhappiness and my hopes — as always. I think about the dreams I hope will…
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I Used to Pretend I Knew. I Don’t Anymore
I feel deeply embarrassed listening to people who think they know everything. We should think more carefully and act with far more humility about things we can never reach a definitive conclusion on. I encountered this problem constantly in my own family and life. My youth and childhood unfortunately passed under exactly this kind of…
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16.000 ~ Followers, One Bad Decision, and Everything After
It was almost 4 years ago on TikTok. I had opened a page called Adriana’s Wings and started posting. Completely unaware of copyright issues, I was sharing every underwear video I could get my hands on. Genuine runway videos featuring real women. I think before two months had even passed, my videos had gone viral.…
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